Please just give me a Chan Marshall eulogy
If I was ever anything at all it's all breaking news to me
Breaking down in a rage just to apologize
It's really so strange watching all these strangers sigh
If feels like I'm living through my last days every day
On your strongest of days you couldn't make me feel any less insane
Wish the ongoing theme about me wasn't "he's just crazy"
Wish I knew safety
Wish nothing phased me
Wish I felt more than just feelings of unrest
Wish the darkness didn't cloud me
Wish I wasn't an emotional wreck